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Brian Michael Pavlus
Christina,
I like how you discussed Identity Diffusion, I did not in my post. I also like how you discussed why identity is important. I enjoyed learning about you through your post, thanks so very much for sharing. I like how you said, "maybe we weren't really friends then". I also appreciate how you openly admit to still developing at 32. I found myself changing a tremendous amount in my mid-late 30s. Why do you think that you noticed people grow up anticipating love from parental figures? How do you think things would be different now if you did not have the childhood that you did?
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Looking for Gold at the End of the Rainbow
Identity diffusion simply means something crazy...
My friends betrayed me secretly and helped to ruin my life. I also had some problems, but they had trespassed on and violated me before I had problems...
Yes! I grew to sometimes 5'4" when I wake up in the morning, and I was like 5'½" before like before 20 maybe. I think I had to quit dance to do it.
I am doing my Intermediate English Composition paper on why people changed since the sinking of the Titanic in 1997 and mostly about Generation X and Y getting attention from Late Boomers - or not. It's a question and I don't know if there is a solution or if I will find it in this research paper.
My childhood I prefer to all others I've seen. I like to be pretty, but I also enjoy thinking about cool things.
I read your post. I ended up relying on the world and not being as close to my family, much at all sometimes in the end. I sometimes was at clubs until 6 PM I remember or at least 4 or 5 PM. My favorite activity was singing in the church choir age 8-11 and 14-18. They didn't have choir when I was 12 & 13. That's like you hanging out at sports or daycare.
I found solace by letting my emotions out on a public blog. I also posted on IMDb, but now there are spinoffs or very good parody boards of it, since it shut down about a year or 2 ago. I've been posting a lot online for 11-12 years. I still feel I missed out because I started with MySpace and Facebook in summer 2007 and IMDb 2008. I found other message boards, too, but I kept being kicked out when I didn't do anything wrong. They thought I posted too much about myself. People bullied me all over. I just got used to it. I don't fall for it; I just ignore it and stay happy knowing they are just monkeying around or just monkeys themselves. I was most hurt that I was unaccepted due to that I didn't start posting in public until 2007. It's like it was all over. That's not fair. Look at all the Baby Boomers, on Facebook! So, I ask you. Like I ask a lot sometimes? Why don't you get a blog if you don't already have one? It saves on e-mail, SnapChat or whatever. Some people trust school, some people trust on the job, and others trust the internet. I was popular and in music and didn't need to worry about the internet as far as posting goes.
I do suffer a lot with the world still being crazy and unwinding, stressed about children but not being successful. I feel I'm not having a place in society, like before.